So I’m at a point where I just have let it all go I tried so hard and I had this crazy idea but idk something just sort of clicked in to place and I’m super thankful for it because my heart can finally breath. Moral of this story don’t wait for other people to be the risk takers if y’all get me. If its desire it’ll pass if its true love it’ll stay. It ain’t love it was always desire. I’m just not sure if it agrees with me but it’ll soon have to.